Wedding Videos Make Me Cry

Sunday, November 11, 2018

Today I just want to free-write all my thoughts and feelings.I haven't done this in a long time and now I feel that I should sit down and write as I process everything. I just want this to be as raw sa possible and even though this exposes my vulnerability, I'm hoping Im helping someone out there, who has the same thoughts as mine, process what is going on in their lives... to know what they have enough of and what they lack. 

I have watched and rewatched a lot of wedding videos over the past year and I just can't keep myself from bawling my eyes out no matter how many times I've seen it.  There is that one part of the video that triggers me... the exchanging of vows part.

 There is just something about wedding vows that make me feel so happy for the couple whilst wishing I would receive that level of appreciation from the person I love for him to be able to beautifully narrate the challenges we faced head-on together and make vows of standing together through anything forever.

Toni Gonzaga and Paul Soriano's wedding video never fails to make me cry every single time. Oh, and yes... I have watched it countless times. Being the loser hopeless romantic that I am, I pray to God while watching. There is nothing I want more than to be appreciated and valued not for the things i have and give but for just being me. I would probably be the happiest person on earth to have someone saying that everything we've been through is all worth it because it has led us closer to each other.

I guess that's just what everyone longs for... to be loved and appreciated just being themselves. Or maybe I am just craving positive words, encouragement, appreciation, assurance, and ultimately... love. 

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